ME. Underneath Everything Else - Our first Soulville Healing Space Gathering, Feb. 2021

ME. Underneath Everything Else was our opening subject for the first Soulville Member's Healing Space Gathering. As we began - the POWER went off due to an electrical storm, and I was suddenly in total darkness in Soulville. Power went off, internet went off, Zoom gathering off - so I went outside to share on the subject for the day. How perfect!!! The subject was made manifest in the moment. What do I do when everything else out there in the world is crazy? Where is ME, underneath everything else?

The world, the universe is quickly speeding through time and space - and we are in a most amazing time, when the literal vibrational frequencies have sped up and this causes our human bodies to change and evolve with the times.

When frequencies rise - what has been sitting in our bodies for a long time, begins to stir and rise to the top. More people are feeling this. If you are connected to your body, you are feeling this and your body may be asking “what is going on”?

And so the Universe, the country, the world, our families, our close connections NATURE and all humans on the earth are faced with learning how to navigate it all…. And most people never learned how to do this unless our parents consciously taught us how.

In our healing circles of all kinds, we do our best to help people with energy, healing and transformation… releasing past core wounds and patterns that came from our history…especially now as everything is coming up more intensely than before.

Some of you are good at navigating pain and fear, and all that is going on around you…. And some of you are still locked in the body, not connected to the body… distracting yourself with all kinds of addictions from work to worry and the usual drink or food or medication.

You have heard it said - You were Born for this. And, yes, I definitely feel I was born for this… and I must have been and you must have been because here we are right here, right now… living in this time, living THROUGH this time, and if we are lucky we will know that all is well.

We are called to find ourselves underneath all this. I am called to discover ME, underneath everything else…. Navigating a new earth - with all the chaos and pain, joy, changes and evolution.

I had a dream when I was 21 years old - 50 years ago. In this dream, I was sitting at a picnic table with many around me… and nearby, Jesus was sitting at a picnic table with people all around him. In the dream, Jesus stood up turned around to me… I stood up, he zipped up his fly and said Wendy - the answers are inside you”

This dream was amazing to me… I journaled it when I woke up. These words have led me THROUGH and TO many miraculous events over the last 50 years. They have GUIDED me directly and in-directly. Today - I understand the words more than I ever have.

The answers are inside me… not because I have great intuition or that I am a marriage and family therapist or studied psycho-spiritual and transpersonal psychology… not because I am a good spiritual leader or anything else.

The answers are inside me because the divine source of all being is in ME … the source for my connection is ME. How simple is that?

All along - I have thought I had to connect to a POWER somewhere else. I even thought, God lived in the 5th dimension, as I have perfected my skills in materializing and manifestation… but lo and behold… this power was inside me all the time… and YES, this part of me - is my higher power. The feelings inside me - become my energy signature magnetizing all that is like unto itself and begins a resonating materialization.

In this way - I feel bold to say that I am what I have been waiting for - the highest part of my own inner Self. How do I go inside and connect to this divine source? How do I do this, especially If I do not even love myself or feel worthy enough to be connected to such a magnificent thing?

Just go there. Go inside yourself and find your heart and soul. It has always been there. It is LOVE in its most pure sense... and to enter this sacred healing space, quiet is needed… a silence… without distraction… calmness within. And this is not jut meditation…. Or praying to something outside yourself… it is truly connecting to the divine as you, being completely still inside yourself, underneath everything else.

Feeling it. Feeling deeply. Sensing a light within… and as you do this often - you will consciously bring more and more light into your body, which is so good for you.

Here is where you want to find yourself… Here there is peace, healing, the opportunity for your wounds and patterns to heal and transform. You will be connected to a love beyond description.

You will literally begin to change and shift your vibrational frequency and enjoy a new extraordinary life.

Here in this space.... In this space of ME, and only me in the moment, I am connecting with all that is… with the great mystery of life and death.

Here is the place of peace… of magic and mystery.

As I do this, and raise my vibration higher and higher … I/we begin to:

Speak a new language

Manifest more quickly

Love everything deeply

Live in a new space within

And this becomes the without… Sooner or later, ME, underneath everything else, becomes my reality in all worlds. And this is what I am committed to. And so it is!